Saturday, January 3, 2009

Once Upon A Time...Yesterday!!

She was this lovely bubbly lively girl!!!..who wud radiate energy n enthusiasm wherever she went..she was best known as d "ATITTUDE GAL"..n sumtims evn heard tos hushes bhind her back sayin.."Duh! wt a shw off she is!!!"..bt wt kept her goin was her nature which kept telin her.."Lik i evn CARE abt wt u assholes tink abt me!!"..she ne'r damned to care abt wt ppl spoke of her...even if she came to know she wud blast d person face front if it was sum1 worth it..else she jus wasnt gona waste her time on useles ppl.."Dogs do bark at mountains..Phew!!!" she tot!!....Funny gal she was...loved d company of her frnds..n family din mean much to her...her granparents wer d bstttt ppl whom she loved from evry cell of her body!!!..she wd compromise on goin out wid her family if she had a choice of spendin time wid her frnds who filled her year in d calender...man trust me..she had LOADSA frnds!! n ne'r felt alone.."Alwayz wid an ARMY" she tot!! Lyf meant so mucha fun 4 tis lass..until her 10th..tensed atmosphere all around bcoz of d board xamz bt even tat ne'r stopped her from goin..10th was d bstttt eva times of her lyf..evryday was FUN n Frolic!!! she luvd goin to schul as evryday was eventually an adventure!!!She cud ner stand d pangs of sittin at hme in d name of "HOLIDAYS"!!!..tat wud b lik a "pause" in an interestin game!!..Sumwhr d game wnt outta control..things started gettin serious n a series of issues crackd her spine!!!..bt d ARMY faced it n they ovacame things in d bst way they cud..nxt..EXAMS!!! d ARMY faced tat too wid vigour..She scored wel..n i mean it whn i say WEL!!!..bt tat was far from satisfyin her parents..(quite d usual story in her case!!)..D most fun filled 10th std came to an end n by d time she realized it she was sittin in a strange n new class room wid weird n worried faces...ntn cd match hers thou'!!!..she was horrified at d fact tat d ARMY had split n got posted to different frontiers across d country..it was bcoz of parents who wer lukin at d so cald "brighter" side of their child's future!!!!..n tis lass her was strugglin al alone..d nly thin abt her environment which made her feel at hme was tat she was stil in d same schul..from whr she'd learnt her ABC's..nly HAPPY satisfaction!!..Evry break(interval) she wud literally run 4 breathe outside her classroom to meet ppl of her ARMY who wer stil left in d same frontier as hers(d same schul!!)..n she loved bein wid 'em n chattn wid 'em on d corridors(an integral part of her lyf...)..She froze evrytim she hrd tat "TRINGGGGGGGG" which meant d break was ova..ARGHHHH she has to go bk to her dumb class..in 12th she was prepared 4 a change!!!..she either had to get outta tis class she was in durin her 11th or she was jus gona gt a nervous brkdown as d ppl wer sick..her dad conjured d trick 4 her tis time..lil miss princess was elated when she was sent to a different section durin her 12th..she had a vry close companion of d ARMY in tat section..tat companion was 1 of her bstttt in d army...12th was loadssssa fun(bt ntn wd match her10th..)Hweva she felt high schul was totaly uneventful 4 her xcept a new fshp..sumtin which showed her d other side of lyf..sumtin which gav her al tat she had ner learnt b4..n which culminated in a disaster in her lyf..sumtin which wd traumatiz her 4 eva n eva..poor thin..tis had taken away a lil part of her "tought self"..she was bleedin..she's ner sensed tis pain b4..bt it did PAIN 4 d 1st time..it was lik 49 internal injuries jarrin her head..she really was bleedin..12th was ova..EXAMZ!!! she scrwed 'em tis time..decent results bt neither she nor her parents wer happy abt it..Tis time round wt kept her goin was another ARMY!!!..tis army she knew wd ner let her down at any face of lyf..it was her bstttt eva summer!!!..summer of '07!!!lyf was happy agn in d real sense..she saw places she'd ner dreamt of goin to..she luvvvvd d company of tis wealthy ARMY!!!..she really loved 'em!!!..bt poor lil thin..lyf suddnly pushd her down d rollercoaster jus when she'd cum outta tos internal injuries which wer tormentin her 4 d previous few months..tis was bcoz of PPL...PPL who she trusted on agn..n who did ntn bt d same to her..broke her trust..showed her a deeper advanced version of pain..tis time she din feel tos internal injuries..instead she felt castrated!!!..torn apart completely..she 4got wt it meant to "play tough"..she fell apart from al tat she was durin tos wonderful days of childhood..She wantd to go bk to tat bubbly lively self of hers..she fought..bt she cdnt!!..she suffered d pain al ova agn..cried her pillows wet..n let her eyes turn red..!!!..she din deserve any of tis..bt God was teachin her sumtin she knew!!..al she cd do was Pray!!!..pray 4 sum peace in her lyf..d nly ppl givin her warmth wer ppl of her ARMY..nt al bt tos who cd evn LIVE her lyf 4 her..(reiteratin on d fact tat they wer her closest buds..)..They gav her their ears whn she wanted 'em to listen..shed tears whn she cdnt to stop her own..frnds who made her realiz tat not al soldiers r tough..n tats wt actually differentiates a family of frnds frm an army of soldiers..yeah..they really wer her 2nd family..5 long mons came to an end...a typical twin soul of hers was leavn d city...tis was sumtin which tuk away lottsssa luv to a far off place..they missd each other bt wer in constant touch..summer was ova..she was abt to go to colg..she loved d idea of goin to colg as she tot it meant a new lyf..new environment..new ppl..new frnds!!!..Lyf betrayed her b4 she cd realiz tat it was HELL tat she was gonna travel to!!!..